Joie de Vivre!

The sky last night after prayer meeting was the most beautiful I have ever seen in Sydney, perhaps ever even. It was even more beautiful than the skies I saw in Fiji xD Now that's saying something! It was so so beautiful...like a black canvas, sprinkled with silver glitter. I have never seen so many stars in the same area...every direction, everywhere I looked, there were stars...really reminded me of

"Daily, You light fireworks cause ALL STARS TO DANCE!

CELEBRATE OUR UNION!

Your love dream has COME TRUE!"

Felt my Baba being so SO DELIGHTED in meeee! And I couldn't help but rejoice =]

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Today, I had an even more impressive experience. Because holidays have started for me, I've become a bit more slack and lazy with my time management. And yeah satan has been accusing me a lot, even though I know that my Beloved doesn't care about my weak moments, He just wants me now, but I kept on saying "Sorry JuJu x( I let you down again...Sorry Baba ><>

I was walking with my eyes cast on the ground. Inside, I cried out to Them,

"JuJu, Baba, I'm so sor-"

A cross suddenly appeared before my eyes. Then 3 thoughts flashed in my mind;

"IT IS FINISHED!"

"APPRECIATE THE FINALITY OF THE CROSS!"

"YOU SAVE ME TO A SINLESS STATE!"

It comforted me SO MUCH! Truly there is not a word on my tongue but You know it altogether. Thereafter, I could not help but say "I LOVE YOU JUJU!!!!!" T.TTTTTTT And truly You save me to a sinless state!!! HALLELUJAH!

The cross was actually a shadow cast onto the ground by a telegraph pole xP Right when I stepped into the shadow, my cries became to A VICTORY CRY!

I am continually experiencing Them and Their love to me more and more. Truly my experiences with Them are SO INFINITE! And each and every one of them are SO MEMORABLE! And I really am experiencing living an ABUNDANT life!!!

Today I realised that nowadays, the experiences I have with Them in my day-to-day life outnumber those I have with ANY OTHER PERSON and ALL OTHER PEOPLE PUT TOGETHER! It's like I have no life. [apart from Them ahahahha] I am really experiencing the lyrics,

"Oh Lord, I have no friends but You!

If heaven's not my home, then Lord what will I do?

I can't feel at home in this world anymore."

Truly there isn't an aspect of my life that They are not in! and OMG I just realised how much They have granted my wish!!! And Their great BLESSING upon my spiritual life is SO GREAT. I really can't talk anything about myself without talking about Them, or about our family, cos seriously that is what I give all my time to!

"So what have you been doing in your first few days of holidays?"

"Ummm...OH SO MANY THINGS! It has been SO EXCITING!!!

I spent 2 days in the park with my Lord, praying for my brothers and sisters, sending out sharings in emails, composing hymns, planning and preparing for shepherding, cell group, prayer meeting and................."

"...................ehh? o.0"

HAHA I really have no life!...in this world! But I have an ABUNDANT LIFE! One which bears FRUIT ABUNDANTLY! You know what, it's so funny how now, especially when I just realised from today, I find discussion topics that don't concern Them boring and even uncomfortable...I feel so uneasy chatting to a brother or sister without talking about spiritual things or things related to Them. AHHAHAH omgggg i LOVE THIS this is SO AWESOMEEE!!!

Our God is really THE MOST REAL and EXPERIENCIBLE ONE! I can't share more experiences with anyone else than with Them!!! Because They really are with me EVERY MOMENT for the REST OF ETERNITY! HALLELUJAHHHH!!! I am a living testimony that He is the real and living God! I testify to Him all my life, for eternity!!!

I find that I truly have experienced the presence of God so much more now than before Fiji. And I PRAISE HIM INFINITELY FOR THAT!!! hehehehehehehehehehhehe

Oh I love life.

JOIE DE VIVRE!!!

Imma write a song with this title!!! Just you wait!

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