.

In desperate need of You
In desperate need of "us"

Only You can console me...
Only You...


I'm a wreck
Sinking
Hold me...
Hold me...
Put me together again.
Make me whole, my Missing Piece.

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Thank You for weeping with me =]
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"You number my wanderings;
Put my tears into Your bottle;
Are they not in Your book?"

I will call upon You
And You shall save me.
Evening and morning and at noon
I will pray, and cry aloud,
And You shall hear my voice.

Ps 55, 56

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How do You do it?
How did You endure it? The agony in Your darkest moment...
You didn't have me nor BaBa...
You didn't have us to hold You...

The excruciation
The numbness

The JOY!!!

How did such joy and sorrow meet?
hope. faith. love.

oh my Love...I will hold You forever...

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JUJU! SAVE MEEEEE!!!!!!!!! T.TTTTTTTTTT
I've NEVER had such a CRAZY WILD MIND since ___
i've gone NUTS oh my God...
I need You desperately...

"I'm here..."

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"You greatly desire my heart to be peaceful..."

JuJu,

I won't let them drown me
I will resist them!
I won't let them drag down my spirit nor the works of my hands.

I will soar with the outstretched arms of my Saviour on the cross
To the cloudless morn!!!

They can do what they will to me
My faith is rooted in the faithful One
My Husband's love for me never fails
And they dare not look at us

~~~

melmel...
I love you more than anyone ever has and ever will
- anytime, anywhere

oh oh melmel!
and I also love you more than everyone put together
- everytime, everywhere x]


I love You...

How precious that Your words
They are not cheesy lyrics of a sappy love song
Nor are they empty promises
But they are TRUTH!
Truth in its rawest form
Truth in absolute genuineness and sincerity
And You are forever faithful =].
for LOVE never fails.

~~~

I am infinitely grateful that You are my only rest...
entirely relying on You.
This is between us, and only us... x]
We're facing it together, solving it with each other =].

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